alhamdullilah

It has been so long since i updated this blog. many times i found myself writing here but it would end up in the drafts section. that's because i just don't feel like writing anymore or maybe just because i am too busy with stuff or maybe because im not happy with anything. many things has happened in my life since my last update. A refuses to see me at all when A came back to penang. Still in Penang as I'm typing this but A refuses to see me. I don't know what to say but just to let you know that i am very sad about it. I confessed to A2 that i like A2 but A2 rejected me. Oh well, i prefer not to dwell into that anymore bc I'm a tougher and stronger person now. i move on after every rejection. bc after rejection there would be acceptance. I believe that one day i will get somebody that will appreciate and love me. I just wish its soon because I'm lonely and i don't like to be lonely. nobody does.

my dream of becoming a lawyer would not be fullfilled for now. I did not manage to get into uitm because im not good enough and not poor enough i guess?... erm,... somehow i believe there is a reason for all that and i hope its for my best. I am now enrolling in LimKokWing University in their 4 years degree. I am now doing degree in International Business therefore when im 25 i'll have my first degree when ikmal would have it when he's 23. I dont know why but i've done plenty of mistakes with my life. I should have thought about my future sooner. Now its just too late and i have no choice but to accept it. I will accept it. I have to accept it. The best part about limKokWing is that i got 70% discount for it. Im greatfull for it. alhamdullilah. farhana told me to sembayang shukur or something but i dont know how so im just going to say alhamdullilah everytime i mentioned the discounts. my whole degree cost me 56k so now im just paying 17k after the discount. terkejut giler babi... ceh.. kena ckp kl skit sb dah jadi owg kayel. hehehehehe......
alhamdullilah