bombastic words

ok so i did managed to pray yesterday but i did not manahed to read law..im planning to do it later because everytime i watch something on tv i always feel bad because my exam is so damn close and i need to pass it in order to move on with my life. yes i do feel like my life is not moving at all because literally i have not done anything that is great or progressive.
so i really want to pass my a level this time and move to kl...
who knows, life could be so much better there and i would finally meet someone special...well, truth to be told, i've longing for a friend slash companion.. someone to talk to... and someone to hug...
yes, hugging to me its something that no word can say it because its much better then great. and there's no other word then great right?
nvm, so yesterday when i was watching this series called october road... a guy who just proposed to his gf started to show off the ring that he had bought for her by saying "who would have thunk that". yeah.. the thunk.. i have never hear or read a word "thunk" before.. not very sure if it is right but im pretty sure he said it.. i'll google it later..
so anyway, there were also bombastic words which i heard them said in the movie. i really wonder whether they really do say it in real life or is it in the movies. i do know ppl who uses bombastic words in real life and it is interesting to learn those words like example podgy finger..
yup, i learn that word because i seriously do have podgy finger.. well podgy mean short and fat.. yes, my finger are literrally short and fat.. not because im that.
seriously, everybody in my family have podgy fingers.
well, enough about that. today although i kept myself busy but i still think about A.
i miss A abdly and it crushes me to see that A does not even bother to call me or even a msg.what is so difficult in typing one msg. god i do not know what's wrong.
nvm...
i miss A.

laterz

I Passed!

yesterday was the highlight of the year... so far....
whoever that is close to me knows that this is a big deal to me...
i passed my computer test..
yes, computer test for the driving lesson...
im very proud of myself....
i know it sounds lame and easy but to tell u the truth computer test is not that easy anymore ok..
they have really tighten the rules ok..
no joke..
the reason why it is such a good news to me is that i've taken the exam twice and i flunk it. yes. i flunk it. the last exam i got 41 and the passing mark is 42...
that incident traumatised me for one year.
so a year later, i resat the 5 hour ceramah and i got 46 for my computer test!
46 ok!
hehehe....
so proud of myself..
not too far away from driving my car!
yes i actually already have my own car... my dad bought it long time ago..
exactly a year ago this month.. but i have not used it because i dont have the license and yes no one allows me to drive it unless i have my driving license..
not too long now...
i know its not a honda jazz or swift but heck... atleast i have a car and its brand new...
but now, after a year....
its not new anymore...
i'll try and get my dad to get me another car...
but i dont think that is anytime soon..
hehe...
im counting my blessing...
because im gratefull that i have a car although it has been into a head and back collison... my dad accidentally got into an accident the other day..
well, nvm...
he's car anyway.. plus the car is like what mskaling like to say about her car....
milo tin...
hehehehe..
today i did not do anything except to watch tv the whole day..
there's a new series that im watching now...
its called priviledge.....
its interesting, diffrent motive and style....
i wantched it the whole day and i think my dvd dah rosak...
bc i gave it like half an hour to rest but when i wanted to continue, it just did not want to switch on.darn..im trying it again,.. but after this im going to bath,.... yes havent dont that today then maybe pray as well.... and maybe maybe read something tonight.. maybe law of tort..
btw, did i say that im all alone for the whole week this week..
yes, my parents are in kl...
working again and to see aidan...
so im all alone..
actually that's a lie... my other bro is here...
he's here by force bc everyone knows that im scared to stay at home alone... especially alone,,,
i hate it.. im scared. no joke...
hehehe.. my 3 hour practicall its going to be next wednesday and i cant wait.....

laterz

My Birthday!!!

Here are some pictures of my birthday!
although it is only a small party..
but i want to thank my parents and syereen for making the most delicious foods for the party...
xmuahx

more pictures

nowadays..
i find it easier to post pictures....
so here goes...
more pictures of me, my family and friends!!!!
enjoy!!!

pictures of 2009

2009

so many things that has happened in my life in just a short period..
that is why im unable to write or post anything...
im so sad because the begining of this new year is terrible...
not just me but also towards my family....

1. I failed my a-level exam...
im so frustrated and angry and disappointed in myself...
i got a pass and a failed..
which means i failed...
i need to pass atleast 2 subjects per sitting...
so now i have to reseat it...

to be honest, the reason i write here is because i dont have anyone to share it with...
so here goes the 2nd one

2. my mom is badly critizised in the papers... long story...
as long as she is not in the wrong i will fully support her...

3. A has moved on really quick... A n F are really together now.. it is so unbelievable how they can actually go through it knowing how much it hurts me...
but i only think about A.... A deserves to be happy and so does F...

4.Im so lonely... I dont have any friends that i can actually talk to...
none...i do have friends.. college friends... cousin... but then no one that i can turn to....
i lost A... so i've lost a true friend.. im just so tired of being sad....

5. Nanny.... starting of the year it became my responsibility to take c are of aidan since kakak is still unable to get the maid... macam story behind that... i dont want to get myself upset over it..

6. A wants to remain as friends but so far A has been doing nothing but ignoring me... couple of times A called and onece A came to see me.. I feel so sad that A is going back to Kuching to study...

7. Im just alone and desperate...

Kuching, Sarawak

recently, i went for a long holiday in kuching......
yes, yes, i was very very excited about it..... very very excited....
ikmal is so jealous of me... that being because he was unable to follow us along....
"fortunately" my grandmother.... yes... my grandma followed....
i know she would be the last person to read my blog but still i dont think its nice of me to say bad thiings about her....
what i would say is that.... the vacation.... was hard...... with her of course.....
we stayed in HILTON HOTEL... yes i'll say it again HILTON....
unfortunately, paris was not there.,....
hoping of seeing her there did crossess my head...hehehehhe.....
but stil i dont think i would want to meet her if im given a chance too...
i've seen her naked...
so i dont think i need to see her in person..
right?
hehehehehehe.....
anyway, back to the vacation....
i would say that i enjoyed myself becaue the hotel was fabulous....
plus i got my own room.....
where of course i got my own privacy...
where i could smoke....:D
other then that...
i did have fun because one of my best friends who is studying there came and visited me..
although we did not do much because we were not able to move around bc the shopping complex there are not even as good as queensbay....
so that's the downturn......
anywhow, we lepak in the room...
we talked... well, we had fun..........
below is his picture......
next, on the 2nd day, we went for a visit to all the iban,penan,kadazan and so on houses...
it was nice to see.... just once tho....
if u ask me to go again.... i'll say no...
because im not really into saving all those "historical places"....
but im not against it....
the whole journey there plus entrance fee cost my dad rm320 and that's only 4 of us....
darn...
if i knew that much....i would not have gone....
a waste of money............
anyway, its a holiday.... u are suppose to waste money....
FOOD????
the food there is OK la....
nothing can compare to penang....
that's the problem when u are too pampered with penang food.....
im too pampered........
i love png food tilll no other food is better...
i can find plenty of ppl who would say the same thing....
yes, the KOLOK MEE>........
unfortunately, i search and search.... but i could not find...
oh yeah did i tell u the foods there are so so expensive????
yeah... nasi gorend is RM 11.00 and this is not hotel rate...
so after kena so expensive....
we decided to dine in the hotel everyday...
the food for breakfast sucks......
but the lunch and dinner was fine...
expensive but fine....
but its ok....
my daddy and moommy pays for it....
yeah... now only la want sayang them....
:D

ok, to prove to u ppl......
here are some pictures of me in sarawak.....
but most of the pictures im not in it....yes yes, im the photographer.....
enjoy!