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Just to change my google background!

2011-09-08T03:01:00.003+08:00

Venturing the impossible!

2010-03-27T13:35:00.003+08:00

I am pretty sure you guys are thinking about the title that i wrote. Venturing the impossible?? What the heck right? :D Well, as in right now i am sitting down facing the computer, hoping the internet works when im done with this in LimKokWing! Yup, its freaking saturday and im here. Day and night im here in LimKokWing, and guess what>? still cant find the love that i have been searching and hoping for. Some of you would be thinking about the fact that love comes when you dont search for it, but guess what? I have searched for it.. stopped searching for it, starts searching for it again and almost, just almost stop searching for it at all. Im too tired. It has been exactly 35 months since i was last in love with someone. I miss it.

Enough about that!

Venturing the impossible is this: Joining LimKokWing is indefinitely impossible for me before because joining it never part of the plan but i am here! I AM HERE! so what's next? This is the venture that im yet to find out. Oh god! There's so many people here in LKW, seriously, you would find all kinds of people, race,religions,looks! my god! Some are to die for, some are just people you dont want to go near to! :D

Beginning of this year, i was very motivated with life. Motivated in all aspects of life. But now, in just the beginning of the year, i feel so unmotivated with life. Yes, life is not as shitty as before, i assure you that but the strong enthusiastic is no longer there and my 'mojo' or whatever isnt there anymore. Im trying hard to regain what i used to believe in and keep sending positive energy to earth (oh btw, that is one part of my life that i believe in, in which i have not got the time to actually sit down and tell you guys about it) but some of you might know about it. :D but i still cant find it just yet. I really hope its soon.

Random pictures of me!

2010-01-29T00:27:00.003+08:00

A

2010-01-28T23:55:00.005+08:00

I finally met up with A! It was not easy at all. I had to persuade A to see me and i assure you it sounded more like a stalker then a friend. Well, i dont have a choice. I need this closure with A. Honestly, im so suprised with A. A has changed into the unexpected. We talked a lot. I cried a lot. Not even a single tears came down from A. Finally, A admits that A does not give a fuck about me anymore and that A wants to forget about my existence. Im pretty upset and sad about it but i cant do anything to convince A anymore. I think i need to move on and i need to do it soon because its not good for me and i want to show to A that i have changed since A told me that i have not change a bit. NVM, although im respecting A's wishes of which A does not want to see me anymore, i just hope that one day A would come to realise what i've done for A. I will never forget A. Never.

I hope A would stick to this decision. A told me that A has converted A'self into a muslim person. Im very proud of A and i hope A would be a better muslim in the future. I hope A give time to A'self to really understand how being an Islam is. All the best syg!

As im writting this im in kl... The internet connection is slow and the weather is just so hot and humid. Suddenly i feel extremely fat. Kakak told me that if i get a job i'll be starting on the 1st of february. But then this sunday i have to leave back to penang. Im not readu to leave penang just yet because i have not cleaned up my room. And there's so many things that i have to do. And if i don't do it.. My heart would not feel at ease.

I miss A and im going to miss A forever. I feel like crying. Ya Allah.. Tabahkanlah Hati aku. Carikanlah teman bagiku. Engkaulah Maha Berkuasa.. Amin!

alhamdullilah

2010-01-12T14:12:00.003+08:00

It has been so long since i updated this blog. many times i found myself writing here but it would end up in the drafts section. that's because i just don't feel like writing anymore or maybe just because i am too busy with stuff or maybe because im not happy with anything. many things has happened in my life since my last update. A refuses to see me at all when A came back to penang. Still in Penang as I'm typing this but A refuses to see me. I don't know what to say but just to let you know that i am very sad about it. I confessed to A2 that i like A2 but A2 rejected me. Oh well, i prefer not to dwell into that anymore bc I'm a tougher and stronger person now. i move on after every rejection. bc after rejection there would be acceptance. I believe that one day i will get somebody that will appreciate and love me. I just wish its soon because I'm lonely and i don't like to be lonely. nobody does.

my dream of becoming a lawyer would not be fullfilled for now. I did not manage to get into uitm because im not good enough and not poor enough i guess?... erm,... somehow i believe there is a reason for all that and i hope its for my best. I am now enrolling in LimKokWing University in their 4 years degree. I am now doing degree in International Business therefore when im 25 i'll have my first degree when ikmal would have it when he's 23. I dont know why but i've done plenty of mistakes with my life. I should have thought about my future sooner. Now its just too late and i have no choice but to accept it. I will accept it. I have to accept it. The best part about limKokWing is that i got 70% discount for it. Im greatfull for it. alhamdullilah. farhana told me to sembayang shukur or something but i dont know how so im just going to say alhamdullilah everytime i mentioned the discounts. my whole degree cost me 56k so now im just paying 17k after the discount. terkejut giler babi... ceh.. kena ckp kl skit sb dah jadi owg kayel. hehehehehe......
alhamdullilah

more pictures of langkawi

2009-08-02T01:15:00.004+08:00

2009-08-01T23:54:00.008+08:00

Langkawi

2009-08-01T23:06:00.002+08:00

Heya!!!! It has been awhile since i updated my blog and if u are a follower, you'll know why. honestly, i dont know how many people actually read my blog so give me some credit by adding comments will you? :D

anyway,on my last post i said that im going back to penang and when im there i would not be able to update my blog. so guess where i am right now? yes yes, im in kl for my grandma's birthday. Let me tell u now, it was dull!

Im so so happy and sad at the same time because i did something which i think its wrong. I have a big crush on someone. everybody knows that from my previous post, my ex's name is A, but right now my new crush name is also A. so what shoud i label my new crush? erm................
how about aa?,aas?budak2, comel......................aah.. i know.. comelku? how's that?hehehehehe... only fatin knows who comelku is.... hehehe... and i bet fatin would laugh if she reads this.... :D

a bit intro on comelku.... comelku is so cute, very humble and shy... i like anybody who is shy.... because shy people are good in bed... :P
erm... tall, pretty and has fantastic hair.........
enough.... that's all im saying.. nanti u all tau pelak sape die....
hehehehehehe

neways, when i got home in penang my dad decided to do some renovation. Since ever he came back from his new in laws house in kelantan, he feels as if he need to have a big garden full with flowers and tress... i guess he envied them for having such large garden.. but hey papa.... they are in kelantan... big lands are cheap.... Im not going to argue with it because it is done. My dad renovated by throwing away all the grasss and replaced it with cement but at the same time managed to grow more grass to build aidan's new football field. Oh GoD!

so when i got back things were still half way thru and guess what? if i had not been back, i guess it would never finished on time at all.. So what i have been doing so far for the last week was painting the house and help the bangla's with some heavy liftings. Guess what? i may only lost 1 kg out of it. SHIT!

nvm, this month onwards im really planning to go on a real diet... wanna know why? welll, to get comelku to fall for my beauty pulak la.... im so sick of me falling for other ppl... i want ppl to like me at first glance.
:D

ok, so since my dad paid the bangla 55 bucks a day, i decided to claim for the 4 days i worked and go to langkawi!. GOD! i will tell u more of langkawi on the next post. Here are some pictures... enjoy!
laterz

goodbye

2009-07-17T23:26:00.002+08:00

Tonight, my parents are coming down from penang. And on tuesday or wednesday next week i'll be going home to penang. I did nothing today except sleep. and yes, i finally had a longer conversation with my hot sexy neighbour. Hehe... Well, i have details but i dont feel like spilling it out here. Its personal ok. Im sure im going to miss my sexy neighbour when i get back to penang. Arghhhh....

laterz!

keep blogging!

2009-07-17T00:19:00.004+08:00

I realized that once u dont blog in a day or two, u'll feel so lazy to start blogging again. That's why im trying to keep up to date. But the thing is, once i get home in penang, i wont blog as much as i do it here. The reason being is that at home there's no wifi. I keep asking my bro to have one but he's so damn lazy to do one. So here's an early appology for not updating my blog in the future. Like there are ppl who actually follows.. Right?hehehehe

not typing much tonight except that im quite happy that my sister told me that she is going to buy me the topman shoe that i really like. But then i have to wait for the end of the month. But stilll... cant really depend on her because she has a lot to pay. Im only asking if she really has some extra for me... :D

I tried searching it in the internet as i want to shop u the picture but then i cant find it. I guess i'll just have to show if off to you guys when i bought it!.....

laterz

resume

2009-07-14T23:52:00.002+08:00

today i had a small chat with my sister. My sister wants me to stay in kl because she wants me to be around here and at the same time watch over aidan but living with her sometimes can be frightening. In what sense? well, many aspect need to be meticulously considered! if u know what i mean... :P

I want to get a job that obviously pays well because i dislike to be financially unstable. So working for money, i seriously dont mind but where to work is what i consider seriously...Well, kena jage standard ar....hehehehe..... So what i have been doing so far is to create a resume and im done with it. I have a resume! God, i feel so old... i know staying in denial about your age just makes u feel and look old but still, times moves so fast....

anyway, im on job hunting.. thru the internet which i may add... nothing good is coming out from it.

laterz

Help Me

2009-07-14T10:58:00.002+08:00

This morning, i missed watching my sexy neighbour got ready for work. I got up early just to watch it and i missed it. And knowing me, once im awake i cant go back to sleep. So what i did was that i checked my email, my facebook, my twitter account, my friendster account and i have checked 3 local online newspaper. God! Im so bored!

I really dont know what to do. I have nothing to do. I want to go out but then i dont have transport. I can go out using the public bus and the train but aidan would cry if i leave him and i dont have the heart to hear him cry. Help me!

Barbeque!

2009-07-13T00:08:00.003+08:00

i did not post anything last night because i was too tired to post anything as i came home late. Never once in my life i endure a situation like this. What happened was, last night i went to kelana jaya Giant supermarket! Unbelievable! There were so many people and they were all waiting in line for something! guess what? The Trolley! God! even i had to wait for it!
nvm about that, the reason i went to giant is because we were going to have a barbeque today which just ended and im so tired because i had to clean up the barbeque pit. Anyways, the small get together was between my sis's friends. They just decided to do one and my sister offered to do it at our place. The party was ok, kinda disappointed because the kids who came was like small boys and girls. So i had no chance of unleashing the hidden tiger within me! if u get what i mean... :P

later on, after everybody left, my friends(fatin, mojo,emira+bf) came to joined in the bbq! im so happy that they did because i kinda miss them but they came a bit too late because when they came i was already too tired. I did not have much fun because i was sleepy as well, but i think they did. Fatin keeps saying, kami mai tak bawak ape, balik dgn mcm2.. hehehe.... yes, they brought back almost everything. I dint mind and i think my sis pun did not mind. I was so lazy to bring down the camera because i could not find the small camera, so i had to use the big one. So there are no pictures of the bbq with my friends except for the one in the afternoon. My hot sexy neighbour just came back as well... late night supper i guess and and and.... i finally got the chance to talk to my nieghbour. I got the name but im so not telling you. from far, my nieghb our seems to be so hot but from near it became... ok ok hot.. you know?

alright.... sleeping now...
laterz

lets see

2009-07-10T23:32:00.002+08:00

Lets see..... i saw it!my sexy neighbour is still up and still religiously on the computer. And YES, my nieghbour has not noticed me. God, am i so hard to be noticed? Arrrggghh!
Well, tomorow is just another day, if u guys noticed, i put up combination pictures of Pocoyo! on my headliner. U have to understand, whenever im around aidan, im forced to watch cartoons.. No matter what.. Its either that or he'll just nag and nag till u change the channel to his cartoons. So out of all the cartoons i watched with him, the best cartoon and the cutest cartoon character is pocoyo! seriously.. if u have the chance, catch it. its cute and hillarious.. at times thou...
anyway, hope u guys appreciate the cuteness!

OMG!!! I hate my sis' friend who supposedly take me out clubbing tonight. According to him he does not want to go because they increase the cover charge. By ten bucks! So what? its still so much cheaper then other clubs in kl and clubs in penang! so because of that, im stuck at home. not knowing what to do except to keep staring at my hot sexy neighbour! i think im getting a stiff neck soon. i can feel it because whenever i look on my right.. i feel so stiff!

i think im off to bed soon because there's nothing to watch and nothing to do. I cant wait to get back home and sleep on my bed and drive my car around! vroom vroom!

X )

cheers!
ps:im changing to that once in awhile but as i write it.. it feels such a poser. eeeeeee.....

Early!

2009-07-10T10:55:00.002+08:00

Ok, so today i got up early. Even earlier then my sexy next door neighbour.! :D
i waited and waited and waited till my nieghbour got up and then finally my neighbour did. Well, proudly to say it.. I saw.... erm... ok fine.. some fine ass!

X )

its still early to blog about anything. It seems that my neighbour is not going to work today Yea!........ erm... but the day is so boring bc my nieghbour enjoys sitting at one place which is in front of the laptop watching what god knows... plus my sister would be getting back home early today. Neways, im really hoping to go to clubbing tonite. Yup, im going with my sis's fwen whom i always go with but then he said see first. darn!..... im really hoping to go... but got no money.. how?

laterz!

neighbour

2009-07-09T23:36:00.003+08:00

as in right now, i am forced/ half willingly to sstay in kl to look after my nephew for awhile. I tot it would be outrageously boring, which i may add,it might be true until i realised that i have a neighbour. You know the saying of "girl next door"??? well, i never thought i would experience it. never. its quite funny to think about it but i'll admit it, i have a tiny bit crush on my neighbour. I love to stare out the window in the hopes my neighbour would xcidentally drop the towel or bend to get something. oh wait, i'voe got that part. X )

to tell you the truth, this is the only thing keeping me from getting bored. But of course, my neighbour goes to work and comes back late so during the day i entertain myself with... well, nothing.! oh wait! as in right now, my neighbour has switch off the lights. poor neighbour, so early!
Darn, this means that i have to get up early in order to get a glipse of hoping to see my neighbour xcidentally drops the towel! hehehehehe... yes, im that pathetic! believe me, if you're in my shoes, realising how boring it is here, that little incident might just spice up ur day!

laterz!

Sleepover 2009

2009-07-09T13:28:00.005+08:00

Here are some pictures of the sleepover i had at my feringghi house!

updating!

2009-07-09T12:09:00.002+08:00

It has been while since i updated my blog. Sorry for that, Not that there's many ppl who actually reads it right? x )
So many things has happened to me recently, in these short times. All my friends came back from their college for a holiday and most of them has gone back to their college to continue with studies except for me. Im still waiting for my result. Which i really hope i did well this time. I cant afford to fail literally and financially. The most memorable moments to me was that when i confessed my biggest secret to my best friends. I never actually thought i would tell them. Never in my dreams, i dreamt of telling any of them. I really hope they keep tpo themselves and respect my wishes. And for you guys whom i did not confess to, well, i guess you and i have trust issues... XD
belive me, its not your fault... I just dont trust people easily.. hehehe....

anyway, on the next post, i willl be putting some pictures of my holidays with my friends!
BTW, i love karoake and sushi! Amazing huh? who thought i could sing.
laterz!

In The Loving Memories of N95

2009-05-21T09:56:00.003+08:00

Two days ago, i lost my beloved n95. It was stolen from my bag. I am crushed and heart broken because the phone was valuable to me. It is not just because its expensive but also i had plenty of memories with it one being aidan dropping it inside a glass of milo and also because A used it for couple of months. I have been losing a lot of valuable things in my life this year. Just thinking about it, made me not want to write anything anymore.

So whoever has taken it, I will pay you RM 600.00 for returning it back to me. I promise i wont beat the shit out of you so pls whoever took it pls return it to me. Any sympathy donation (above RM 10) is more then welcome. :D
thanks

laterz

I drove!

2009-05-05T20:56:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was my first day driving on the road. Within 1 hour i completed 3 routes all together. I think Im a pro... How now??? hehehehehe..... although if u ask me to do it again then i cant remember... i can only remember one route which was the shortest. I feel so confident driving but then what makes it scary is that this time arounnd i got a teacher that literally follows the book. I know its good but come on... going below 30km per hour all the time is really tedious and tiyering. Speed skit je dia kata pelahan kan kenderaan... mcm ape je...
but after the driving and all i feel so much happier because after dinner which we went to Kapitan in town to have it.... My dad allowed me to drive from kapitan to giant then from giant to home! Actually, my dad said im still amateur so i insist by sitting at the driver seats before he got to the car.... so, he's forced to give me... hehehehehe..... XD

well, im going to study a little after this. I feel kinda guilty for not studying but actually i studied today but i still feel guilty. I cant wait for the exam to finish and finally have my own car... hehehehehe.....

laterz

Massimo Dutti & Zara

2009-05-03T00:01:00.002+08:00

Today, my family decided to go to tesco at curve but on the way there i saw the word WAREHOUSE SALE!!!! and i saw the word MASSIMO DUTTI AND ZARA!!!... ok for those who do not know what is M&Z... let me briefly explain:
Massimo Dutti is one of the luxury branded items especially for clothing. It is very rare that it goes on sale and even if it does goes on sales, the price is still unaffordable! honestly, i have never step foot inside the shop before because if i were to go in and go out without carrying a bag... then it makes me look so stupid, not only from the sales girl/boy would also think so but also to the whole world. SO, im delighted to tell everybody that i finally bought a Massimo Dutti Slack for..... not telling you.... but i'll tell the original price before discounts.....RM 239.00
sick right?RM 239 for a normal slack. SO im really hoping that it would last longer thou....
hehehehehehe....

Ok Zara on the other hand has been one of my favourite shop for sometime now. I've noticed that echo park no longer carries what i like. everytime i go there is like not interesting and i would only buy something if its a crazy sale. Zara on the other hand is very modern and up-tight. It is a sophisticated shop full with bossy and arrogant sales person! they think they are so good just because they work there. i think they forget that even they cant affrod to buy anything from there either! Nvm, atleast i can afford to buy something everytime i go there. I have now officially upgraded myself from echo park to zara!.....

You can only call yourself a zara person if u have bought more then 3 items from Zara and I have bought..... 6 t-shirts alltogether. WOW....hehehehe... im a zara person. OK so the warehouse was at cineleisure where the place was highly secured by guards and every entrance and exits were properly guarded. Dissappointingly, out of the 2000 square feet, only 150 square feet was allocated for men!... so stupid right? dont they know men like to shop as well? god, learn up zara!....SO today i ended up buying 2 long sleeve shirts from zara. Im gald. Im proud!!!!
Total of 2 shits and 1 slack. I've been wanting slacks for like sometime now... No reason why.. just wanted one.... hehehehe....
So i guess im kinda tired now.. i thought i could chat with some friends but amazingly nobody is online. Darn! its saturday night ppl... stay home...

laterz

in the dark

2009-05-01T23:20:00.003+08:00

ok as im writting this im in the dark. no not because there is no electricity but because i switch off the lights as im lazy to get up later and switch it later. Today, something bad happen. My dad accidentally bang his car from behind to a wall. the car on the left side is damaged severely, the lights were broken and the boot and the bumper is badly dented. My dad is 61. His agak agak system is to the level where it cant be trusted anymore although he is the safest person you want to ride with. Unfortunately, things happen and accidents happens. I love my father's car and i kept telling him that once i get my licence im driving that car but since i said that my dad has hit an alphar, a range rover and now a wall. i really hope luck would turn around because the car is still brand new and i love it so much. wanted to cry when i saw the damaged but i control because i did not want to put my dad in a feel bad mood. i took some pictures but cant upload it yet because im in kl and i did not bring my adapter. do u think the car mogok because it did not get its labour day rest???? im starting to wonder...

night...
laterz

Poker Night!

2009-04-28T10:51:00.003+08:00

Yesterday my old schoolmates came down to penang for their short holiday. i was so glad that they called me because honestly i miss them. im so lonely in penang because no one is around like last time. We went to queensbay, god queensbay is so boring now... its just so big for no reason. If u have a purpose for going there then acceptable but if u want to lepak... its not the place at all because they seriously dont have a place to lepak without u having to buy anything of course.
we all ate in pizza hut and i seriously cant remeber the last time i had that. I prefers dominos because the pizza dough is better and its tastier. seriously.after that they wanted to go for shisha but then it was closed. Im glad because i dont like shisha. a waste of money. XD

so anyway, tajul said that he wanted to go for lien chi kang(betul ke?) at gurney drive.... well, i prefer my leng loi tong soi. Wait till i give them a taste of the lengloi, surely diaorng will come again!.. hehhe... after that like around 10.30 they wanted to go to batu feringghi and buy some dvd but when we got there... guan the dvd shop guy told me got rush so they had to close down.. the whole stretch of batu ferinngi not even one is selling. too bad for my friends because we thought we'll buy something to watch then watch it at my house in batu ferringi. However, something better came up. we played poker....!!!!!, according to tajul he knows how to play poker and the last time i really played was a few years ago so i also had forgotten but one game that i remembered very well was poker speed! that is a fun game la and they enjoyed too!

we played and played till it got so late. when i reach home it was like 3 in the morning and i went straight to bed. barely can open my eyes while playing last night. hehehe...so today i thought i would have some time by sleeping till noon but then at 10 am sharp my mom called me and woke me up. sommore scolded me for coming home so late and that my exam is so close la and let it be the first and last time going out. Dah plak! I guess she does not know how lonely i am. I dont blame her because i dont tell her anything about my life. safer.

ok, going to have branch now and then might going to study! or wait for someone to appear online in msn or ym....

laterzx

busy busy busy

2009-04-26T21:56:00.003+08:00

Today has been a very busy day for me. Busy in a good way bc then i dont have to think much. My exam is so near and im scared to death. In class today instead of fully paying attention, i talked to dillon, then listen to the radio together then make jokes and laugh together untill Kaling our lecturer look at us like one kind.. That boy ar really budak2 still.. hehe.. No la, he's actually really nice person. He and i had the same impression on each other when we met at college. I did not like him and so does he. Dont know how now we became quite good friends. Hehe. im glad we did.

Class was tiyering today. Im exhausted and i really wanted to sleep untill dillon online on msn then we chatted then i laughed like gila2 because of his jokes. Funny guy. Laughing is a great medication to be honest with you guys, seriously i was really down when i got home just now.. talk laugh talk laugh.. suddenly energised back..

ok, i guess i have nothing much to talk about tonight and if i were to continue i might ended up telling u from a to z what i did today, so lets not make it dull...

laterz.

wedding!

2009-04-23T21:27:00.002+08:00

for the past 2 days i have not update my blog bc there are few things that has happened. One part of it is good news and other is just bad. I talked to A recently but only through sms. A could not bring A'self to talk to me so A thinks sms is easier. it breaks my heart that A does not appreciate me. i broke down so that's why i needed few days to gather back my life bc everytime i talk to A... my life just stop.

forget about that, the good news is that my brother is getting married. not ikmal, but ikrami. Somehow, he was able to convince my parents to let him get married. He is getting married to a kelantanese woman who in my opinion is pretty, educated and friendly. If were to compare with his ex, i prefers his new woman. So ok ppl, block your calendar on the 14th of november 2009 because that is the wedding date and we are doing it in Tabung Haji Dewan Mutiara.

i know, dewan? we usually do it in a hotel like we did for my sister, but this time around we are not doing 3 days of wedding but only one day. so we decided to invite everyone this time around as the hall is able to occupy 500 guests. SO everybody is invited. However, pls rsvp with me first for your seats.

Im very happy for my bro because he has been used and cheated by other girls before and to see him finally settling down with a better and more matured woman. Very happy for him. Now the problem is that i have nothing to wear. Of course i need to look my bestest. My reputation is at stake here ok. hehe...

oh yeah, on wednesday i went for my driving. The instructor only stayed with me for like 7 minutes explaning what i have to do. Then he said "u can drive so drive yourself lo" so i pun drive lo.. i drove for like 3 hours with a self declared ten minutes break. hehe...
by the time i finished doing the hill, side parking, and 3 pointer. I was an A student lah. I pass with flying colours! so tommorow evening im going to take my L licence and i really hope they have it done earlier.

laterz.

series of movies

2009-04-20T23:03:00.001+08:00

OK, i know some of u may know that im a movie fanatic. yes, like other kids they like to play their ps2 and games but i like to invest my money and time to watch a good movie. i'll admit, i've learnt plenty through out this series and i've cried plenty as well... so, here's my guide on series that everybody should consier!

ok so here are some series that i have been watching and i would certainly say that they are pretty good and i love every one of it...
i have watch so far till the latest one they have....

weed is a story of a woman who sells weeds in order to support her family. very lucrative kind of a movie because u u sually get this type of movies played by black ppl but in this series its really kinda international. its a good series to start on and there are some really hot chicks and dudes! B!

grey's anatomy tells u story about different ppl lives but what tehy do for living is the same. from this story it really show you how crazy doctors can be but in real life i dont think doctors are that fun. it is very interesting in many aspects. one should watch it in order to underdstand.
the cast involves are cast that are famous and this movie is full with humor. but in my opinion, the main chracter, the lady i had forgotten her name is really drmatic. but the movie it self is good! B+

brother and sister is a slow but very very interesting series. life is complicated and they are able to show it. the best part of this series is that it is real! real as in each and everyone character is almost the same with my family. it has a family of five. same as me... and one is a lawyer... soon to be like me... so i would say this is certainly a good movie to watch when you're bored! B+

private practise is another doctor story. it is interesting but not as good as grey's anatomy. why? because its unrealistic to compare to human context. but it is a series that is worth watching right after grey's anatomy. B-

DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES is the ultimate best damn series i've watched. i like all the characters and the actress. they really play the role as in the series are their lives. i think its very very original and yes, it may looked like a woman's story but once u really sit down and watch it..
any guy or girl would really love it. And if u think its not good.. that means you are incredibly stupid and snobbish! A!

This is a cerita budak budak. according to my cousin who watched the early version of 90210, this one is lamer. I do think that it is not a very good one but it is most definately great when u have nothingto watch. it is also fun to keep uptodate to thios story bc their lives are somewhat we say we can only dream about. so if u dream to be a rich kid, this is your movie bc it rocks! in a way...... the cast is good except for a few which i think is really acting when you are suppose not to! B

Gossip girl is to me better then 90210. Not much a difference but its worth watching because of the story line. It is also about rich kids blah blah but what makes it interesting it the amount of bitchiness in it. serena vanderwoodson(i think) does not fit well in this story. the little sister as well not so good. IT is interesting to watch if u are the bitchy type material which i am.

privileged is an awesome but ridiculous story. its awesome in a sense that it is a different kind of series. season 1 of the movie is good enough to make me keep on going to the next one but unfortunately, batu ferringgi and yes, my stock exchange market does not have the continuous season just yet. a girl that has a journalism degree gets paid 1800USD a week to teach 2 spoilt twins. but one thing sad about this movie is that she never spend the money
she gets. too focused on the drama.! B-!

ok! if u know me well, u would also know that i dont watch ghost movies. i really dont bc the vivid images may just haunt me especially at night when im about to go to sleep. but this is a different case. i was forced to but this series bc there was nothing left to watch and i make it a point to watch it with someone else. not alone. this is a unique story because it is not a
continuous story but a different storyline every episode. so this is a movie
that can be watch at anytime and in between time except for at night that
is. interesting enough to continue buying the 2nd season. B-!

outing!

2009-04-20T22:26:00.003+08:00

Today i thought would go by very slowly because im too lazy to study and i think i ought to give some me time because yesterday i studied for like few hours.. I almost got a passed in my motivation assigment. 8/20... 9 is a passed by the way.
later in the afternoon, i went to gurney because there were suppose to be some good sales on watches at my fav shop, echo park.... so me and my cousz when there and we were like the first to know about the watches sale, but dissappointingly the watches were lame and was still too expensive although it had less 50 %. THAT SUCKS!
being so dissappointed, we decided to use some of our money which were suppose to go to the new watches to NANDOS. now they have this promotion where you pay RM28 then u'll get 1 full plate full of chicken wings, beef sausages and somemore chicken. it was worth the money but u have to share because i dont think one person can eat the whole plate.
Then we decided to go to batu ferringi to buy some dvd but AGAIN dissappointed because the dvd guy was not there. some policeman was like aroud the neighbourhood so they dont dare to sell, however, they were some daredevils and i managed to get the latest SKINS season 3. they change the whole cast so im hoping its so much better then the previous ones.
i now have a problem with facebook. in my email i received comments from my friend but when i went to check, its not there. something is wrong somewhere and i hope it magically repair itself because if not im giving up on facebook. would ending facebook be commiting suicide on my social life? we'll see...
below is a picture of me that matin(my cousz) took.
what do u think?
i think i look so gorgeous!
:P

darn!

2009-04-19T20:56:00.002+08:00

ok, so yesterday my parents suprised me when they just appeared in front of the house. they were suppose to come home today but they felt guilty leaving me alone for so many days, so they decided to come home UNANNOUNCED!.
ok the thing is, im glad they are home and all but this is their 2nd time doing this. sneaking up on me. the first time lagi la i panicked because the house was in a mess and **** were everywhere. yes i have to censore it because now im scared that they even read my blog. for those who know me well would know what i mean. and if you are rerally wondering, at the end of the box it is says veni. vedi. vici. get me now? nvm...
the first time they did it was like few months ago when they told me that they would be coming back the next day but ended up arriving a day before..
this is the second time and guess what.. same scenario....
they always do it the same way,.... open the door slowly, creep themself in the house and then go to sleep without even telling me and that is provided i am not infront watching tv.
the last time i was in my room and it scared the shit out of me because when they got home they did not make a sound untill my mom decided to put something near my room. i was so shocked to see them untill to a point i had to literally pinch my mom..
DARN!
but yesterday i was infront watching tv and yes the **** were around but i got lucky because i distracted them then without them noticing it i hide it away!

another not so good news is that i found out that i would not be driving the tin car after all..
i dont know if i feel relieved or sad but thinking that u have your own car really gives me the freedom to go anywahere at anytime but now that is taken away i dont know what to say. my dad told me that i would be driving my bro's kelisa. i know its smaller and should be easier to drive but its not mine and i have to share and by the looks of it... i'll never get the car to myslef bc he is never around. my dad does allow me to drive his toyota which is much better but the car is kinda big and scary..
well, we just have to see then..
laterz

pictures of me in singapore!

2009-04-19T20:31:00.005+08:00

in every pictures, it seems that im bigger then usual!

i hate this picture!

the singapore murtabak!

another day

2009-04-18T19:16:00.001+08:00

ok so today is the 4th day since my parents left to kl.tomoorow would be the 5th days.. i really hate it when im alone.. i really dont like it when i cant follow them.. but then i can actually follow but then i would not have done my license if i follow them.. so nothing much happen today except that i watch tv the whole day.. first time i watch harry potter the order of phonex.. i think its getting lamer...
yeah its boring.. other then that after the whole day of watching tv i studied for i think 3 hours? no.2 hours...
i studied business studies motivation.. i did one essay and yes it took me 2 hours and 3 papers full with writting.. im going to pass it tomorrow and i hope drkarling would mark it asap because the mark determines whether i can consider the topic of motivation at y finger tip. i think i can do it if motivation comes out.. i really hope i pass my a level this time. really looking forward to se my parents happy. when i heard my mom was so happy to hear me and ikmal pass the computer test, i really want to hear her being happy again you know?...
well, since i dont want to spend money on dinner tonight i think i might just cook something...
so
laterz

bombastic words

2009-04-17T17:42:00.002+08:00

ok so i did managed to pray yesterday but i did not manahed to read law..im planning to do it later because everytime i watch something on tv i always feel bad because my exam is so damn close and i need to pass it in order to move on with my life. yes i do feel like my life is not moving at all because literally i have not done anything that is great or progressive.
so i really want to pass my a level this time and move to kl...
who knows, life could be so much better there and i would finally meet someone special...well, truth to be told, i've longing for a friend slash companion.. someone to talk to... and someone to hug...
yes, hugging to me its something that no word can say it because its much better then great. and there's no other word then great right?
nvm, so yesterday when i was watching this series called october road... a guy who just proposed to his gf started to show off the ring that he had bought for her by saying "who would have thunk that". yeah.. the thunk.. i have never hear or read a word "thunk" before.. not very sure if it is right but im pretty sure he said it.. i'll google it later..
so anyway, there were also bombastic words which i heard them said in the movie. i really wonder whether they really do say it in real life or is it in the movies. i do know ppl who uses bombastic words in real life and it is interesting to learn those words like example podgy finger..
yup, i learn that word because i seriously do have podgy finger.. well podgy mean short and fat.. yes, my finger are literrally short and fat.. not because im that.
seriously, everybody in my family have podgy fingers.
well, enough about that. today although i kept myself busy but i still think about A.
i miss A abdly and it crushes me to see that A does not even bother to call me or even a msg.what is so difficult in typing one msg. god i do not know what's wrong.
nvm...
i miss A.

laterz

I Passed!

2009-04-16T19:55:00.003+08:00

yesterday was the highlight of the year... so far....
whoever that is close to me knows that this is a big deal to me...
i passed my computer test..
yes, computer test for the driving lesson...
im very proud of myself....
i know it sounds lame and easy but to tell u the truth computer test is not that easy anymore ok..
they have really tighten the rules ok..
no joke..
the reason why it is such a good news to me is that i've taken the exam twice and i flunk it. yes. i flunk it. the last exam i got 41 and the passing mark is 42...
that incident traumatised me for one year.
so a year later, i resat the 5 hour ceramah and i got 46 for my computer test!
46 ok!
hehehe....
so proud of myself..
not too far away from driving my car!
yes i actually already have my own car... my dad bought it long time ago..
exactly a year ago this month.. but i have not used it because i dont have the license and yes no one allows me to drive it unless i have my driving license..
not too long now...
i know its not a honda jazz or swift but heck... atleast i have a car and its brand new...
but now, after a year....
its not new anymore...
i'll try and get my dad to get me another car...
but i dont think that is anytime soon..
hehe...
im counting my blessing...
because im gratefull that i have a car although it has been into a head and back collison... my dad accidentally got into an accident the other day..
well, nvm...
he's car anyway.. plus the car is like what mskaling like to say about her car....
milo tin...
hehehehe..
today i did not do anything except to watch tv the whole day..
there's a new series that im watching now...
its called priviledge.....
its interesting, diffrent motive and style....
i wantched it the whole day and i think my dvd dah rosak...
bc i gave it like half an hour to rest but when i wanted to continue, it just did not want to switch on.darn..im trying it again,.. but after this im going to bath,.... yes havent dont that today then maybe pray as well.... and maybe maybe read something tonight.. maybe law of tort..
btw, did i say that im all alone for the whole week this week..
yes, my parents are in kl...
working again and to see aidan...
so im all alone..
actually that's a lie... my other bro is here...
he's here by force bc everyone knows that im scared to stay at home alone... especially alone,,,
i hate it.. im scared. no joke...
hehehe.. my 3 hour practicall its going to be next wednesday and i cant wait.....

laterz

My Birthday!!!

2009-03-09T11:14:00.007+08:00

Here are some pictures of my birthday!
although it is only a small party..
but i want to thank my parents and syereen for making the most delicious foods for the party...
xmuahx

more pictures

2009-02-21T16:21:00.016+08:00

nowadays..
i find it easier to post pictures....
so here goes...
more pictures of me, my family and friends!!!!
enjoy!!!

pictures of 2009

2009-02-18T22:13:00.006+08:00

2009

2009-02-18T16:02:00.003+08:00

so many things that has happened in my life in just a short period..
that is why im unable to write or post anything...
im so sad because the begining of this new year is terrible...
not just me but also towards my family....

1. I failed my a-level exam...
im so frustrated and angry and disappointed in myself...
i got a pass and a failed..
which means i failed...
i need to pass atleast 2 subjects per sitting...
so now i have to reseat it...

to be honest, the reason i write here is because i dont have anyone to share it with...
so here goes the 2nd one

2. my mom is badly critizised in the papers... long story...
as long as she is not in the wrong i will fully support her...

3. A has moved on really quick... A n F are really together now.. it is so unbelievable how they can actually go through it knowing how much it hurts me...
but i only think about A.... A deserves to be happy and so does F...

4.Im so lonely... I dont have any friends that i can actually talk to...
none...i do have friends.. college friends... cousin... but then no one that i can turn to....
i lost A... so i've lost a true friend.. im just so tired of being sad....

5. Nanny.... starting of the year it became my responsibility to take c are of aidan since kakak is still unable to get the maid... macam story behind that... i dont want to get myself upset over it..

6. A wants to remain as friends but so far A has been doing nothing but ignoring me... couple of times A called and onece A came to see me.. I feel so sad that A is going back to Kuching to study...

7. Im just alone and desperate...

Kuching, Sarawak

2008-11-11T18:38:00.012+08:00

recently, i went for a long holiday in kuching......
yes, yes, i was very very excited about it..... very very excited....
ikmal is so jealous of me... that being because he was unable to follow us along....
"fortunately" my grandmother.... yes... my grandma followed....
i know she would be the last person to read my blog but still i dont think its nice of me to say bad thiings about her....
what i would say is that.... the vacation.... was hard...... with her of course.....
we stayed in HILTON HOTEL... yes i'll say it again HILTON....
unfortunately, paris was not there.,....
hoping of seeing her there did crossess my head...hehehehhe.....
but stil i dont think i would want to meet her if im given a chance too...
i've seen her naked...
so i dont think i need to see her in person..
right?
hehehehehehe.....
anyway, back to the vacation....
i would say that i enjoyed myself becaue the hotel was fabulous....
plus i got my own room.....
where of course i got my own privacy...
where i could smoke....:D
other then that...
i did have fun because one of my best friends who is studying there came and visited me..
although we did not do much because we were not able to move around bc the shopping complex there are not even as good as queensbay....
so that's the downturn......
anywhow, we lepak in the room...
we talked... well, we had fun..........
below is his picture......
next, on the 2nd day, we went for a visit to all the iban,penan,kadazan and so on houses...
it was nice to see.... just once tho....
if u ask me to go again.... i'll say no...
because im not really into saving all those "historical places"....
but im not against it....
the whole journey there plus entrance fee cost my dad rm320 and that's only 4 of us....
darn...
if i knew that much....i would not have gone....
a waste of money............
anyway, its a holiday.... u are suppose to waste money....
FOOD????
the food there is OK la....
nothing can compare to penang....
that's the problem when u are too pampered with penang food.....
im too pampered........
i love png food tilll no other food is better...
i can find plenty of ppl who would say the same thing....
yes, the KOLOK MEE>........
unfortunately, i search and search.... but i could not find...
oh yeah did i tell u the foods there are so so expensive????
yeah... nasi gorend is RM 11.00 and this is not hotel rate...
so after kena so expensive....
we decided to dine in the hotel everyday...
the food for breakfast sucks......
but the lunch and dinner was fine...
expensive but fine....
but its ok....
my daddy and moommy pays for it....
yeah... now only la want sayang them....
:D

ok, to prove to u ppl......
here are some pictures of me in sarawak.....
but most of the pictures im not in it....yes yes, im the photographer.....
enjoy!

McShaker Fries

2008-09-16T18:57:00.009+08:00

How should i start this?
Mcdonalds were very smart in producing McShaker French Fries. A vivid fan of fries... i truly cherish the taste produced by this mcshaker french fries as my air liur indulges in it. In other words... i love this and for this i thank mcdonalds for creating this product.
As mskaling would say.. a business organisation should find a way to satisfy their customer's needs and wants.
this surely has satisfy my hunger needs and wants. :D
im pretty sure fries fans would agree with me that this fries which comes with a mix of paprika
and blended chili falkes cures the taste bites. however, i am very disappointed that mcdonalds decided to release it in the fasting month.. stupid or wat????

Recently, i was invited.. well, many of my class mate was invited to one of our class mates 21st birthday. It was held at Dato Badawi's(shit..will i be liable in isa for writting his name?? :P) hall... it was on last sunday, since she was very kind to invite me and because i was very flattered by the invitation, i decided to go. There i metVilla and Mr Malaysia a.k.a Jothi...
The birthday bash, in my opinion was ok but it could have been so much better with better proper planning. they seriously should hire me for the event planning. Im perfect in doing so. hey, i know im good ok... i plan my sister's wedding, my own birthday bash and............. take a number... "-"
according to jothi, the food was nice and delicious. due to some unforseen circumstances i did not managed to eat there. dont ask why.. god dont ask. if u insist.... let me know.. i will happily email u 1000 words on why i did not eat there. hey, it has nothing to do because of race or cleanines. just something la... sathia, the birthday girl was dressed very beautifully and from her face expression, i could tell on how happy she was with the amount of ppl whom attended. of course not many were from my college. but hey, atleast got ppl.......
this is another picture of which im in it. do i look good????
what?.. thank u... :D
darn.. i look good!!! hehehehehe
earlier i put a picture of me and anie but she said i should not put her picture without her permission. so i edited it. :D

i think that's it for today...
i forgot to mention that im quite ill today..
so mind the english and the broken bahasa....
im having flu and cough....
and yes,, i did puasa today ok...
just not tommorow because i know i have to take medication so that it would be over asap because i so want to attend business class..
i love business class...
so, if any of u want me to help with your business class....feell free to NOt ask me..
hehe..
im just joking..
ask..
i know im good..
ceh.... hehehe...
laterz!!

i had to updated this particular blog because anie did not allow me to put her pictures there. so i did some editting. :D

tired

2008-09-15T23:09:00.003+08:00

as im writting this, im filled with tiredness from everything that i have done today...
i woke up quite early today and left to class in a hurry. i had my english legal system class today for 4 hours. what have i learned? i may have absorb 1 hour out of the 4 hour lecture. it is not boring but it is a lot to swallow at one seating. i know im having the exam very soon and i should be absorbing it but hey.. sorry.. i just cant...

ok im done.. im so exhausted from today.. thank god i dont have to go to class tommorow because its tort. i have learned it so i dont really have to attend it anymore.. plus not many of my batch students going..

wanna knoe the truth?
i skipped 2 days of puasa....
hehe..

carlsberg and being holy??

2008-09-13T19:39:00.008+08:00

before u guys start blaming me and all, let me assure to you that i did not...
tackle anybody...
i did not steal anything.. and
sincerely i was being good...
:D

last night, i went to sarah's club. it was going to close down due to poor management slash no money to operate anymore.. i was there to give my support. hey.. pity sarah ok... so i was there to give some support and in return we were blessed with 12 bottles of carlsberg and unlimited game of pool. for that i thank sarah so so much for it..
heheheheehhehe....
here are some pictures of me....
i won playing pool with ikmal by 3-2.....
so, i would say that i had fun..
but what was not fun was that i had to get up the next morning.. which was today and go for class....... with a headache....

Friends&Family

2008-09-10T18:30:00.009+08:00

now that i have internet in my room i really do not know what to do with it.
:D
so i decided to introduced to the whole world my friends and family.

on the left is my parents. i know some of my friends prefers one of their parent instead of both but i want to let everyone know that i love both my parents equally!!! i really do.. i am so lucky to be in this family n to have them as my parents. Yes, my dad tends to stare and focus deeply into the camera. !!!

on my right now is my sister,jimmy and aidan.
my sister married a foreigner that looks like a malaysian but as tall as an african. jimmy is from africa and it has been 6 to 7 years since he's in the family. seriously, i do not know how he could stand my sister so i would say that he is a patient man like my dad. my sis? well, my friend when she's nice... my enemy when she's angry. she has this anger that arggh.. truth is, my whole family has anger problems. including me. of course, the famous and most loved boy in the world by the grandparents, aidan.....
at 11 months he's super hyper....
imagine at 2 years??
god!!

ok, now this is part of my whole family. u see we are devided into 2. The Yons N The Siru. Of course as everyone knows that i am a siru. this is because i follow my dad.. but the picture on the left is the family of Yon. in other words its my mom's side of the family. here we have... well, everybody....
*this is during my grandma's birthday!

ok, on the right is fatin and me and below is ikmal and emyra. i enjoy having fatin and emira as friends. i really do and i take them as one of my close friends. we've been friends sfor sometime now and i really hope we will continue being good friends. my favoured part about them is that every night last time, all 4 of us would sneak out, fatin would fetch us then go for a smoke or two at our fav taman.... hehehe....

politics?

2008-09-09T12:25:00.004+08:00

my mind is very disturb with all this racial disagreement happening right now,
i dont know what to say or what to do.
yesterday a college friend of mine, dillon, was talking to jothi, my other friend and me about politics.
we were seating at pelita having lunch(not me i was fasting) and was actually talking about politics.
dillon who is a strong supporter of anwar in my opinion, talks about politics and it really got me thinking. what got me thinking is that he actually have the charisma and depth knowledge about politics whilst i dont think there's plenty malay teenagers who favours politics like him. hey, im not saying it is bad for him or anyone to have strong opinion on politics, it is just that where are the malay teenagers who are politically motivated like him? jothi who in my opinion is undecided of who he supports debates profesionally on politics as well. as for me, i dont vote and i dont have any intention to vote because im sick of politics. i used to admire thus study up about politics but after sometime knowing truth.. i got sick of it.

i do agree with dillion and jothi on how wrong that guy who said those crucial remarks to the chinese community.in my opinion it is morally wrong to critic on such matters and he should not have said it out loud however it is not wrong to say what he wants to say. it is a free country, dont forget that.

im not agreeing with what he said but the truth is why does it have to be such a big deal?
are u teling me that the chinese never kutuk the malays or the indians and so forth?
are u telling me that the indians never said anything crucial to other races?
truth to be told MALAY has said "racist" remarks on other races
truth to be told CHINESE has said "racist" remarks on other races as well and
truth to be told INDIANS has said "racist" remarks on other races too..

and if u disagree with me about it, then i guess you're racist. because u and i know that everybody has said racist remarks to each other. r u telling me that u are that holy?
that innocent?
pls.. i dont care if u say yes to the fact that u r innocent and holy,
but it is such a disgust to see u are actually admitting therefore lying to urself about it.

this is the reason i dont put any interest in politics.
because hating other races is born deep down inside ourselves.
it is just morally wrong to to express it freely.

let's end it by not say anything and apply the morale that we've learned.
come on ppl...

single and lonely

2008-09-02T21:08:00.004+08:00

shakira decided to leave me for another person.
it has been going on for sometime now. i knew that she was in love with someone else for a very long time now but i never knew she would get the guy that she has been eyeing for for 2 years. to cut the story short they both love each other now and im considered single and lonely. we had our usual fights again yesterday and we agreed that we would not call each other anymore for good!!!!
im tremendouly sad about it but there's nothing i could do.
but ape yg sakit ati is that she called me last night when i was about to go to sleep. she called and appologised about ALL thoose things she said to me. u can call me stupid for falling for her again but the thing is it is not easy for her to say sorry.. do u know when was the last time she said sorry and mean it at the same time?
very long time ago ok.
so i've melted onto her arms again but we are just keeping it cool and we are now only friends. this means im single and lonely. i still love her and i will always do so but if things dont work there's nothing that i can do.
leave it there then now. i rather not talk about it anymore.
ok. today is the 2nd day of a fasting month and im glad that i went through it.
28 days more. but of course i did something naughty also.. i wastched porn...
hey.. im a tenageer.. its a must... heheheehe...
aidan is still around.. playing and disturbing everyone.
im so bloted with water.
i need to study. im only less then one month away from my A-levels exam.
shit man its scary...
ok
laterz
xoxo...
when is the 2nd season of gossip girl coming out?
desperate housewifes season 5?
anybody?
:D

reborn+ramadhan

2008-09-01T21:44:00.004+08:00

my horoscope today has told me that today is the best day to start up a blog or to write a diary.
i've been meaning to do so but i have not got the time ..
actually i do have the time but the computer does not.
my brother plays this game of which i dont know the name but its something from cubiczone..
its a very addictive game.. so the only time i got is when he is not around like rite now..
he went to send my twin back to kedah.
a lot of things that has been happening in my life...
sometimes it is kinda happy but sometimes it hurts. the merdeka holidays was really good but still at the end it was not that good afterall..
recent friday i went to ss club.. ikmal, desmond and me...
i dah tertido ok when des came to fetch me... he woke me up like gila and forced me to get up and follow him there...
i was kinda excited tho because i have not been there since my birthday which is 6 months ago..
so after sometime searching for parking.. we finally had to pay 8 bucks for the parking..
lanciau.. tu pun got discount.. if not ten bucks.. fuckers ok those fuckers..
nvm.. when we got there we were able to get in quite easily because ikmal knows someone there and my other bro has some friends there who opened bottle.. so they were allowed to bring in as many ppl as they want..
so we also sibuk and join!!!
at ss ikmal and me met someone... i would not want to tell who because we dont even know who that person is. we wanted to make friends but along the way we just did not see that person anymore... but what was more shocking is that on sunday we met that person again while we were sitting at starbucks in gurney. i have a picture to prove it... to prove i was there la..
:D
model: me
photograpeher: dilla/unqualified photogrpaher..
jgn marah dilla...
i know no one reads my blog and im glad no one does bacsue i dont really want anybody to give comments..
i dont mind my friends to comment but not my enemies..
sakit ati oo.
im hoping to meet that person again..
just want to be friends and i hope its ok.
today is the first day of puasa and im gladly to let u know that i fasted the whole day. so 29 days left..
erkkk.....
hope i can really puasa this month and god i hope i loose some weight.
oh ya another thing happen today. its really sad actually but i dont not want to tell it here just yet..
so some other time ok..
plus im sleepy..
i have class tomorrow...
laterz
xoxo

about me bitch!!!!

2008-07-07T18:58:00.009+08:00

ok bitches and assholes!!!!
im ikhwan..
i do not intend to reveal my full name because... no reason...
what?
fuck you...
i heard that bitch!!!
just no reasoon ok???
:P

i am now 19..
shit....
i need to lose my virginity!!!!
hahaha...
im just joking bitch...
i've lost it long time ago..
seriously bitch...
atleast i've lost mine..
how about you bitch???
ha....

i am now single...
very much single..
single, desperate and lonely...
yeah bitch...
atleast im not a slut...???
am i??
no no... just a bitch!!!
:D

i would always love someone...
forever....
no need to know who ok bitch!!!

i am now studying in kemayan advance tertiary college...
in other words.. kemayan atc in penang...
school of law...
yeah bitch...
im going to be a lawyer...
so watch out ok bitch..!!!

im a hoohaa type of a person but i can be extremely serious at times...

the hates
i hate ppl who adores to waste my time...
yeah like you bitch...
i hate if someone is taller then me..
i hate if someone is better in what i do best...
not you ok bitch!!!
im so much better then you ok!.
:P

actually, i dont hate people very much...
as long as they dont come pass through me like im invinsible...
i have feelings too bitch!!!

the likes
i like when someone is so patient..
so caring and so ambitous...
no bitch... nothing like you bitch...
i like when a person is not calculative...
i like when a person respects me for who i am..
i like people who are alike and think alike with me...
i adore my nephew...
and only my nephew....
erm...
i think that's about it bitch!!!

later bitch!!

2008-07-07T18:42:00.006+08:00

ha!!!!!
This is me.......
you've got a probelm with it?
face it...
im darn good looking!!!
heheheheheheheh.. :D

i have 2 confession...
- i look good in sunglassess....
but i cant wear them because i wear glassess
and contact lenses have issues with me!!!!

- i have a nephew.....
yeah bitch, i want to tell everybody about it bc
i really adore him!!!!
this is him!!

- his name is Aidan Isa Howard!!!!